Thanks Carl. It's a weight lifted. I made a mistake 14 years ago and stuck with a gal because i was young and eager and could work through anything and solve anything and superman! Oops. These past 6 months have taught me much about myself and self worth and other people too. I can now see more clearly what DOES NOT make me happy. I'll be mire cautious about assuming future things that make me happy as ones I want to FULLY integrated into my life. And honestly. I've become open to the idea (a suggestion) that I've spent 30 years in 3 committed relationships which may have hampered personal growth and maturity. I open to ponder that for a few years.
I've been told by a good friend I can get my stuff soon. I filed papers today and basically committed to a little house on the cheap with 5 acres in a town called Oakville, WA (http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oakville,_Washington) for a year beginning in Oct/Nov. I'm stepping away from the house. It's upside down. My walking shoes are happily on. Hopefully by Halloween I can post photos. In fact here was my initial survey
Thanks for all the love and kind words. Bless you all. I'll be back soon enough :p
