Wow Carlee. Yes. Many people never reach it in fact we all combatant it grow towards it. I will never be mature just more wise. I want I yearn to understand life. Because even frack pick a person Britney Spears or the Paris Hilton they have it hard too. Buddha didn't handstand suffering so he went to suffer. I'm not differing but I'm learning to understand the struggle.
One gets richer by buying travel than by purchasing goods. I understand this.
It was only a walk in and take what is easy. All the cabins are open air but with locks on the bedrooms but the doors open easy. We will get more wifi and motion caneras and motion lights and I can hook them up for the boss. Gosh I love her. She is so great. She met her husband here's I Costa Rica 30 years ago. They both had other lovers but that day they met they said wow we are meant for each other and neither were from Costa Rica. They changed their life. Bought a farm with no waters. They hand dug a well. Made money from
The farm to buy this property. Hand but their house and the first cabi then sold land to build more then made money to buy property in the mountains. They worked their collective asses to the bone. And now the do well. Well. With the help of volunteers like me. The help. The maids make $16-20 a day and my good friend my new brother Jelber makes $16 and fuck he works so hard and food is so expensive. I feed him a lot.
I am learning. Loving. Growing. Debra was great while she was here. I did most the work. We helped the maids more than anyone ever. Now it's just me but I still help them. Fuck. It's just laundry and sheets and cleaning. Anyone can do it but lol they do it better but I help by takin out the trash too. You can't put paper in the toilet so I airways do that for them and at least bring the sheets to the laundry and like now I am washing laundry. I leave them work otherwise they dont have enough to do and don't make enough money for their family. I love it here. If it weren't for Debra I would stay. But. I love her. And her son got me a job so I can go back and earn more money and next time is SE Asia. I loved Thailand. But I was young and had other motives. This time we goti Laos and Mayanmar and Vietnam too
If you Don't solve problems you don't learn you don't grow. I want to grow. I used to love me as me as if I was perfect. I'm not. I need to grow to be better. Everyone can improve.
I let two couples stay late today. I have to clean. I won't leave it for Arieles. Well she can mop and sweep but I must do the laundry now even though it won't dry.
I love you. Thank you for your support through all the years. I recall during my divorce you helped dry my tears. I'll always remember that and respect that. MUAH. And hugs.
~KLM
\\ "The one who follows the crowd will usually get no further than the crowd. The one who walks alone, is likely to find himself in places no one has ever been." ~ Albert Einstein //
On Aug 28, 2016, at 4:00 PM, Carlee Marrer-Tising c-marrer-tising@bluewin.ch [iPad] <iPad@yahoogroups.com> wrote:
In my opinion many people never reach maturity. You have reached not only a lot of maturity, but also a great deal of insight, which is very admirable. I have a lot of respect and admiration for what you are doing.I bet you will feel a lot safer with the new motion sensor lights and cameras. I hope they will prevent more break-ins like you had last night. It sounds like the people there are very sensible, knowing that bad people steal and not being angry about the theft.Your friends in the USA don't understand you choosing to be where you are and not wanting to make money hands over fist because they are hooked on material things and don't realize that non-material things can sometimes make a person much richer and happier than money can. For a lot of people, not only Americans, material wealth seems to be the highest good.It's interesting to see that tattoo you have from the teachings of Buddha, because just recently I heard someone say, "life is a series of problems. You solve one problem, then another, then another, then another, then another, and then you die." Then the day before yesterday I read, "Life is learning how to suffer." Many years ago I would have found these statements very depressing.. Now they simply sound like quite objective facts that aren't depressing at all. Amazing how one's thinking can change over time, isn't it.
Carlee 🐾🐾 🐈🐈🐈 😺🐱Sent from my Big iPad Pro 🍎⌚️Thank you. I have. Maturity came late for me and I'm sure I have much more to go. I have much respect for my exwife. She put up with a selfish narcissus. Much respect. But. One grows abd learns by mistakes.Oh frack. Someone broke into a cabin last night. I had to call the police. The people were not mad they understand that bad people steal. I offered to buy him new shoes cuz they stole his. He refused. We are adding motion sensor lights and caneras that I can watch from the reception.My friends in the USA. They don't get me. I'm poor here. On purpose. To learn how the real world is. In the USA it's easy. Here it's not. 6 days a week. 12 hours a day. Many days no money. My friend Jelber makes c8000 per day. That's $16 and he works circles around me. I always feed him and buy him a beer when I can.I have a tattoo from the teachings of Buddha. A chapter title. Everyone suffers. Life is hard for everyone. Even Kim kardashian. Even Obama. Even the poor. I'm here to understand real life like Buddha supposedly did. It's not easy.Thank you my friends for listening. .~KLM\\ "The one who follows the crowd will usually get no further than the crowd. The one who walks alone, is likely to find himself in places no one has ever been." ~ Albert Einstein //
On Aug 28, 2016, at 2:03 PM, Carlee Marrer-Tising c-marrer-tising@bluewin.ch [iPad] <iPad@yahoogroups.com> wrote:I'm so glad things are going so well for you! Sounds like you have made great strides in the right direction.
Carlee 🐾🐾 🐈🐈🐈 😺🐱Sent from my Big iPad Pro 🍎⌚️Thanks. I'm so very lucky. Love isso wonderful. I was a bad husband I was selfish. I have matured. The other lady that had her son try to kill me. Well I learned much from that and because of Debra (the one in the photos) I am becoming more understanding of Christianity. Not less of a Buddhist but I thank god and the universe a lot.~KLM\\ "The one who follows the crowd will usually get no further than the crowd. The one who walks alone, is likely to find himself in places no one has ever been." ~ Albert Einstein //
On Aug 28, 2016, at 8:53 AM, Carlee Marrer-Tising c-marrer-tising@bluewin.ch [iPad] <iPad@yahoogroups.com> wrote:You sure are lucky! She's very photogenic, too, and looks like she'd be a lot of fun! Btw, she's pretty lucky, too! :-)
Carlee 🐾🐾 🐈🐈🐈 😺🐱Sent from my Big iPad Pro 🍎⌚️
She's gorgeous. I'm lucky.
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<IMG_2256.JPG>~KLM\ "The one who follows the crowd will usually get no further than the crowd. The one who walks alone, is likely to find himself in places no one has ever been." ~ Albert Einstein //
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